Thought of that wonderful Van Gogh
picture,... Thought of that wonderful Van Gogh
picture, Starry NightThought of certain Andrew
Wyeth paintings - not Christina's World but his
interiors: spare rooms where the light is both
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sane and strange, as if coming from two directions
at the same timeI closed my mouth again
"I can't tell you just what to say," Wireman said,
"but I can give you something like this He held
up the brochure/invitation"I can give you a
template
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"Hello?"
I was sitting on the couch in the Florida roomMy
heart was beating heavilyThis was one of those
calls - everyone's made a few - where
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simultaneously hope it will go through the first
time, so you can get it over with, and hope it
won't, so you can put off some hard and probably
painful conversation a little while longer
I got Option One; Pam answered on the first ring
All I could hope was this conversation would go
better than the last oneThan the last couple, in
fact
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"Pam, it's Edgar
"Hello, Edgar," she said cautiously"How are
you?"
"I'mI've been talking with my
friend WiremanHe showed me the invitation the
two of you worked up The two of you worked up
That sounded unfriendlyBut
what other way was there to
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"Yes?" Her voice was impossible to read
I drew in a breath and jumpedGod hates a coward,
Wireman says"I called to say
thanksI was being a horse's assYour jumping in
like that was what I needed
The silence was long enough for me to wonder if
maybe she'd quietly hung up at some pointThen
she said, "I'm still here, Eddie - I'm just
picking myself up off the floorI can't remember
the last time you apologized to me
Had I apologized? Well"Then I'm sorry about that, too," I said
"I owe you an apology myself," she said, "so I
guess this one's a wash
"You? What do you have to
cartier ballon bleu price apologize for?"
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"Tom Riley calledHe's back on
his medsHe's going to, I quote, 'see someone'
again - by which I assume he means a shrink - and
he called to thank me for saving his lifeHave
you ever had someone call and thank you for that?"
"No Although I'd recently had someone call and
thank me for saving his sight, so I kind of knew
what she was talking about
"It's quite an experience'If not for you I'd be
dead now' Those were his exact wordsAnd I
couldn't tell him he had you to thank, because it
would have sounded crazy
It was as if a tight belt cinching my middle
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suddenly been cut awaySometimes things work out
for the bestSometimes they actually do
"I've been on to Ilse about this show of yours
"Yes, I-"
"Well, Illy and Lin both, but when I talked to
Ilse, I turned the conversation toward Tom and I
could tell right away that she doesn't know
anything about what went on between the two of us
I was wrong about that, tooAnd showed a very
unpleasant side of myself while I was at it
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I realized, with alarm, that she was crying
"I've shown several unlovely sides of myself, to
several people, since you left me
I didn't leave you! I almost
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